15th December 2010

Life have been pretty much on a roller coaster for me, lots of up and downs. I have moved into my new flat, adapting pretty well, except for the being expected to be home before 10pm part, everything was pretty ok. Just finish my exams for this semester, doesn't really have a good feeling for any of the papers I attempted, hopefully I will at least pass one, will most prob be signing up for class at SAA instead of Kaplan next sem.

As for Relationship wise, boyf and I have been having quite a lot of arguments, well it pretty much sums up to us being very different having different character, the way we handle and see stuff are different as well. But guess the more we argue, the better we get to know what one another is thinking, maybe this is the way we communicate. This evening he told me that he cannot survive without me around, but I keep wondering maybe that isn't really true, he manage to survive one month without me in his life before, so I guess it would only be a matter of time till he won't miss me ba..

Having lots of tots in me now, but having to put them into words have been pretty hard, didn't know why is it so recently, finding it hard to communicate with people, maybe I have been stuck in my own world of prep-ing for exams for a long time.. guess it's time to sort out my tots again...

20th September 2010..

Haven been blogging recently, feel that I am losing interest in blogging at the same time, I am busy with quite a number of major things that is happening in my life.

As most of my friends will know, I am moving from my current flat to a new one at Strathmore Ave. At first I felt quite happy about the move, because my family and I have been living in current flat for about 20 years, so everything was kind of old. But after the collection of the keys for the new flat, it seems like hell had break lose. My dad have been utterly unreasonable and he has been losing his temper and venting it on us, which includes my mum and my sis and I. I seriously feel that one day when I really cannot take it anymore I will simply scream at him and then leave the family for good. But in the mean time, doubt i am feeling that extreme yet. Moving and packing was about done, left with only a few big items such as the fridge, washing machine, TV, which will be over at the new flat on saturday. Hopefully Ti Kong will po pi that everything will be shun shun li li, and my dad will not lose his temper again.

As for things between Randy and I, things are pretty stable, everything was fine, not much quarrels maybe because he has been busy with work and his stuff while I am busy with managing my studies and all the moving. In the mean time, we haven been thinking and taking any actions in regards to having a future together, guess we both wanted to take a step at a time.

These will be all for now, till the next time, ciaoz..

7th July 2010

Currently it's the world cup, but hasn't been really into it this time round, guess I really did lose my interest in soccer. World Cup has been pretty screw up from what I heard as well, most of the better teams are being kicked out, I was really surprise when I heard that brazil did not even make it to the semi-final, think some of my guy friends will be cursing and swearing at the referees and some of the players.

While on top of the world cup fever, life has been pretty much on the upside for me, been really busy with all the renovating at the new flat, have to decide on the lightings, the paint colour, furnitures, cabinets, etc. Enjoying school as well, even though I going for class alone, I realise that school was a really good distraction from all the problems and decision making. Daddy have been kind of a nuisance lately, his temper is getting from bad to worst, hopefully after the whole moving thing, he will be fine again.

Things between me and bf have been good too, although we don't really understand one another that much, we have been kind of giving in to one another, and we hadn't had a quarrel for a long time. He is basically busy with his job, being posted to different places every week, and I had been busy with exams previously. I started to realise that studying during exams period gives me peace. Hope I could have more of such peace in the future.

Finally...

FiNally... Finally I am given the green light to moved back into my room.. Everything was ok, my sis is recovering well, but now I am down with a toothache and a sore throat... I felt like there was something stuck in my throat all the time, tried puking, burping, drinking tonnes of water but none of that is working at all. Hoping I will recover by tomorrow, cause my whole family will be celebrating mother's day at kuishinbo this Saturday. Think it will be an yearly event! Will take lots of pictures using my cam this year! So everyone please pray hard for me that my throat will recover asap!

Will be meeting bf for lunch tml.. Although it is just spending one hour together, I am still very looking forward to it.. Love him to bits.. Wondering whY we should have for lunch... Hmmmm...

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I blog... Lots of things have happened in my pathetic life... since my last post, my dad is still Against the Idea of me being with my bf, not much improvements, think dad is simply far to unreasonable and stubborn. So the only thing that I can do now was to work hard and grad asap and finally get a job, after that he won't have a say in my life anymore.

On top of that currently my little sister is down with mild h1n1, everything is ok, she is recovering without the need of being hospitalized, which is a good thing! But on the bad side, I had to sleep in my parent's room, which was pretty much torture. My dad's snore are as loud as thunder, the aircon in their room wasn't as cold as the one mine, and on top of that he keeps waking up and stepping on my mattress (I m sleeping on the floor) and waking me up in the process of it. So I haven had a good sleep since 5 nights ago... I am currently just praying that my sis will recover soon and I could move back into my room.

Bf started working since a month ago, things are pretty stable for him currently, which is good. Although we don't get to meet as often as before, but I know that he is working hard for the both of us... So thanks hubby for working so hard and for everything! As for me, I am currently busy with my classes, and I think I am going to start prep-ing for my exams soon, with 4 papers and slightly more than a month to go, hopefully there is sufficient time. Miss my girls a lot even though I just met them a fortnight ago, guess it's time for me to organize anther gathering soon. Girlies if u are reading, wild honey next?!

13th January 2010...

Been a long time since I last blog.. Everyone is celebrating a brand new year and having a good start, but I had a really bad start, I can't blame anyone, I only have myself to blame.. Why did I tell daddy about Randy and I, why didn't I wait since I have already been hiding our relationship for so long...

But it just feel so right to tell him the other day, now things has been pretty bad, daddy wanted me to break up with Randy, he said that I dun have the right to like or love anyone now cause I am still studying! What crap is this? I seriously regretted taking ACCA, if I had just went to work after I finish my degree, things would not be like this.. On top of that, he keep having the idea that Randy is cheating my feelings, he didn't even bother to get to know him, I dun understand, how can he be so unreasonable?! But I simply can't not give in to him, he keep emphasizing the point that he can't slp, he dunno how to answer to mummy when he did and he almost got into an accident while thinking about what is happening when he is driving.. He already say till like that, what can I do? Disagree with him? Let him get into an accident? Leave the housE?

Why is everyone forcing me? Why do my life have to like that? I am already big enough to make my own decision! I am not naive! Why can't ppl stop giving me the crap that my thinking is naive because I havn't start working! What fucking crap is that! I don't wanna give randy up, neither do I want anything to happen to dad.. What Can I do?

20th November 2009

Met Boyf today, woke up early to prepare breakfast for me before going over to his place. He didn't really seem to enjoy it, think I put too much ingredients, hahaha.. Greedy me!! Spend sometime nua-ing at home, then accompany him to Serene Centre to get his Lego, we had island creamery while we were there.

We took a bus to Ion after that cause I was craving for Chuan Chuan and he wants Gindaco Takopachi, damn sian de lo, I wanted to buy more food, but he keep saying "now u eat so much later can still eat carls meh".. Damn sian, we don't go there very often ma, so definitely have to eat all the things that I want la... Humph.. Anyway, went over to suntec to look for my cute calculator but couldn't find, the staff there was horrible lo, they don't even what the hell I am talking about.. Sian, met the lego forum people for dinner at Carl's Junior after that, spent sometime chatting, I got tempted la, I want the Apple house, the normal house and a lot more.. Hahaha... boyf I think u know what to do de hor.. Muahahaha..

Ingredients in the wrap: Honey Baked Ham, Hotdogs, White button mushrooms and prawns..

Wrap I made for our breakfast, it didn't turn out like what I expected... So sad..

Boyf said that I put too much ingredients le, so he couldn't really taste the mushroom and the prawns, cooked for him, but he still hiam.. Pout..

Island Creamery: Black forest that didn't taste like black forest, and the very light and yummy pear sakae ice cream..

I had Horlicks and pulut Hitam, the horlicks wasn't as thick as what I thought it would be... And the pulut hitam today was a little too bland..

Chuan Chuan, Fried Intestine and Currt Fishball... I love the Intestine..

Gindaco Takopachi: I love it so much, crispy on the outside and soft and fluffy on the inside, the ingredients used are fresh too, and unlike others place, their batter wasn't too thick..

Roasted Pork. Was extremely disappointed, the skin was not crispy, its more like eating rubber..

My Special Order Burger, with double mushrooms and no onions..

Portabello Thick Burger..

Some fish big burger, look at the freaking lettuce, its so huge, dunno eating burger or eating salad..