Thursday, June 4, 2009

4th June 2009

Feeling Emo again, was really afraid of the weekends, cause I will simply stuck at home, can't do anything, and I have to study for my papers. Last night I had a lot in mind, I am starting to have doubts about him coming back to me, mainly cause of the 0.01% chance that he said last week. Humph, so have been feeling kind of down the whole night. But today, although I am emo, but like what min min and cat said I should simply believe in the things that I am doing and the decision that I make, so I am simply going to wait and hope he comes back, will be looking at the brighter side of things now, like the things that I wanna do with him. Maybe he is reading my blog, maybe he is not, but I know that I will be restricting myself from reading his blog, so as not to hurt myself. While these are some of the things I wanna add to the list:
  1. I wanna go Marina barrage with him, wanna ask him to teach me how to fly a kite
  2. I wanna go to the Alexandra Bridge with him, holding his hands and walking all the way from alexandra to Mount Faber
  3. I wanna go Kayaking with him, it's something that I have never done before, think might be interesting.
  4. I wanna learn swimming, seriously learn, let him teach me...

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