Been a long time since I last blog.. Everyone is celebrating a brand new year and having a good start, but I had a really bad start, I can't blame anyone, I only have myself to blame.. Why did I tell daddy about Randy and I, why didn't I wait since I have already been hiding our relationship for so long...
But it just feel so right to tell him the other day, now things has been pretty bad, daddy wanted me to break up with Randy, he said that I dun have the right to like or love anyone now cause I am still studying! What crap is this? I seriously regretted taking ACCA, if I had just went to work after I finish my degree, things would not be like this.. On top of that, he keep having the idea that Randy is cheating my feelings, he didn't even bother to get to know him, I dun understand, how can he be so unreasonable?! But I simply can't not give in to him, he keep emphasizing the point that he can't slp, he dunno how to answer to mummy when he did and he almost got into an accident while thinking about what is happening when he is driving.. He already say till like that, what can I do? Disagree with him? Let him get into an accident? Leave the housE?
Why is everyone forcing me? Why do my life have to like that? I am already big enough to make my own decision! I am not naive! Why can't ppl stop giving me the crap that my thinking is naive because I havn't start working! What fucking crap is that! I don't wanna give randy up, neither do I want anything to happen to dad.. What Can I do?
